States, Louisiana Trek '07December 30, 2007 2:57 pm

We’re here at my uncle’s house.  He lives on 25 acres somewhere in Texas.  It’s been a wonderful visit, one we haven’t made in at least four years.  We arrived yesterday after a 10-hour drive and got to have a delicious bbq’ed chicken/hamburger dinner.  Today after brunch my uncle walked with the four of us around his property.  He’s put in a pool since we’ve been here, now giving him three bodies of water on his land (the other two being small ponds).  He’s also adding in a sunroom and a patio that leads to the pool.  After the hike around the property we ended up on the pool deck where he asked me about Japan and Mom and I sat with him and my aunt talking about school and lousy doctors.  I really love my family.

The hallway is littered with hundreds of pictures.  For someone who takes a lot of photographs, it’s an odd feeling to look at so many for which I have no background knowledge.  It’s always been an odd feeling for me but it really struck me last night as I perused the hall, searching faces I did not know and moments I wasn’t a part of.  I think the fact that this is my family makes it that much weirder.  Pictures of cousins that I have never met (well, half-cousins really) stared back at me with eyes I didn’t recognize.

States, Louisiana Trek '07December 29, 2007 7:11 am

bowling alley.

Bayou Bowl was definitely the funkiest alley I have ever visited; the walls look newly painted but everything else was ancient.  The metal arms that swung down to sweep the pins away creaked with every movement and threatened to fall apart any minute.  After paying, the guy up front handed us a giant score sheet and we made our way over to the lane.  One row of chairs faced the lanes and the last chair had no back.  I chose to sit in the next chair. Almost every time the pins were set back up, one would teeter over and when I looked closely, it seemed as though the tops of the pins had been chewed off.  We had a good time though and that’s really what counts.

States, Louisiana Trek '07December 25, 2007 12:33 pm

False.

We were playing Taboo (which is one of the best games. Ever).  Suddenly the door opened and we all heard a deep voice say, "Is there room for one more?"  Daniel had driven from South Carolina to surprise his family on Christmas.  He had been planning to surprise them since July and they assumed he was going to be spending Christmas alone and then would fly in to see them the 11th.  When he had called an hour earlier he found out we were there and decided to come a day earlier (he had actually arrived on Saturday night).  After everyone tackle-hugged him, we settled down for some good ol’ fashioned hang out time.  After everyone else had gone to bed, Becca and I stayed up until 2:30 just talking about life.  ‘Twas a relatively silent night but a few creatures were stirring.

Inspirations 12:00 am
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Merry Christmas, everybody.  I hope you have a blessed day and enjoy what little we have left of 2007.
States, Inspirations, Louisiana Trek '07December 24, 2007 10:41 am
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So it turns out we didn’t do the 30-hour drive; it only took us about 22 hours from L.A. to Abilene.  We arrived at about 5 am PST (making it 7 am here).  Driving through Arizona (on my shift) Dad took lots of pictures of the gorgeous sunset (quite reminiscent of a sunset I took pictures of two years ago on this same trip).  Our God is amazing.
 
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States, Louisiana Trek '07December 22, 2007 11:36 pm

Tomorrow we’ll start road-trippin’ it for real.  We plan on driving straight through from here (Los Angeles) to Abilene.  It should take about 30 hours but with four drivers it won’t be too bad.  We’ll spend one night in Abilene with some family friends and then head out to Louisiana.  Four nights there, two nights with my uncle in Texas (whom I haven’t seen in probably about four years), two nights in the Fort Worth area, two nights back in Abilene and home again, home again.  It sounds so easy like that but it’s going to be tiring.  But I’m really excited about seeing friends and family that I haven’t seen in at least two years.  Yay for road-trips!!

Daily Life, StatesDecember 21, 2007 8:45 am
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It was so wonderful having Steph here!  She arrived Wednesday morning at 8:30 and for the first few hours we just hung out at the house and talked.   Later we met Leanna at the theater and watched Enchanted.  We spent the entire time in the theater laughing at the awesomeness that is Enchanted.  After the movie we had lunch and Leanna left to go to work whilst Steph and I headed to the Stanford Mall.  We got matching scarves (pictured above) and jewelry at Macy’s.  Then it was home again, home again (though it took a while because of all the traffic).  Dinner and Stardust and sleep.
 
Thursday I had my final final early in the morning, so while Steph slept (lucky!) I went and took it.  When Sleeping Beauty finally awoke we ate and headed to the thrift store.  We had planned on going to Half Moon Bay but it was so cold and we were so tired that we decided that after lunch we would just go home and veg in front of the t.v.  Steph had bought Rent for me so we watched that again (having seen it the first time in Japan) and then Mean Girls.  Nothing like musicals and snotty girls to make the day complete.  After dinner Mom took us down a local street that decorates their houses with billions of Christmas lights.
 
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We walked around in our cloud of recently breathed air, sang "Jingle Bells" and enjoyed all the pretty lights and the fact that people were so willing to foot the electrical bill.
 
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Oh, we also got pictures with Santa, what a lucky guy:
 
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Early, early this morning we got out of bed and into the cold car.  There’s nothing so "refreshing" as scraping ice off your windshield at 5 in the morning.  By the time we got to the airport I could see out of all the windows (glad we were so safe…).  Steph had a bit of trouble checking in but it was quickly taken care of and she was on her way back home.  After a bit of clever navigating I returned to the car.  The drive home was pleasant as the sun was just about to make its appearance for the new day.  I do love mornings for the glorious sunrises.
 
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It’s been a wonderful couple of days and I really am looking forward to our road trip ahead.
 
Daily Life, StatesDecember 12, 2007 6:53 pm

I’m so excited!!!  In one week Steph will be here!  She’ll arrive on Wednesday morning and stay until Friday morning.  I’ve missed her so much and it’s going to be awesome to see her again.  Yay yay yay!  What would make this perfect is if Matt could join us.  It’d just be like old times.  I’m eternally grateful for my friendship with those two.  I could not have asked for better companions in Japan.  We’re going to be friends our whole lives and that thought gives me so much joy and comfort.  I love you guys!!!

InspirationsDecember 10, 2007 9:40 am

Another oldie but goodie (in my opinion, anyway).  This was written on April 7, 2005 during a very boring Chemistry class (wait, that’s kind of redudent…anyway):

Sweet desire
Tired pages
Frayed edges
Scattered thoughts
Wanting freedom
Dying inside
Slowly dying
Love lost
And found
Your lips
Against mine
Kiss me,
You fool

InspirationsDecember 8, 2007 12:59 am

When the one thing I’m thinking
Is the one thing I want to forget

Time waits for no one
It marches on
Regardless of what
It’s marching towards
Sleep is a false escape
Nowhere can I run
One day it will come for me

Here’s hoping
That I’ll stand strong
And not shatter
Under pressure
I’m not a pansy
After all

InspirationsDecember 2, 2007 10:13 pm

I’m rarely hit with the inspiration to write poetry.  These four poems are from at least 2 years ago and I’m still proud of them. 

[Untitled]
Eyes unseeing
Ears not hearing
I feel so dead
In this shell of mine

Hollow, empty
Please come save me
You say you’ll help
But I’ll be fine

You try to catch me
Hold my hand
But my eyes are closed
And I’m gone again

I’m slowly fading
I’ll soon be gone
My eyes are closing
Goodbye, the end
_______________

[Fly]
I’m running from myself
Hiding from my pain
Hoping that I’ll win
And in the end I’ll gain

Lose myself forever
Never to return
Captivate my sorrow
May my soul not burn

My time is almost up
The wick is running low
I’ll spread my wings to fly
And up my spirit shall go
___________________

[Up]
Draw me close
Let me go
Keep me young
Help me grow

Give me freedom
Not too much
On my own
But still your touch

This world: so large
And me so small
In your embrace
I conquer all

Mommy’s sugar
Daddy’s tea
Your little girl
I’ll always be
___________________

[Duet]
We sit in silence
Our heartbeats speaking
A language we cannot comprehend
But we understand each other

From my brokenness
You found beauty
From my sorrow
You found joy

Now, as I sing to the heavens
I can smile because I know
You are looking down on me
And singing as well

Daily Life, StatesDecember 1, 2007 4:01 pm
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It was amazing!!!!  It started at 7:30 in "The Pavillion" at UC Davis.  We sat in the bleachers but still had a pretty good view.  The opening band was Ruth:
 
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I had heard of Ruth but never heard any of their stuff.  I really enjoyed them, they kind of reminded me of the old Switchfoot.  They’re from Washington (have you heard of them, Matt?  Maybe you’re how I’ve heard about them?) and yeah, they were rockin’ and I bought their c.d. after the show (and got it singed by all of them (!)).  Check them out!  After their set, it was on to music I know and love:
 
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Oh man.  Words cannot describe but I will attempt.  Lights and people were going crazy, we were all screaming our lungs out (singing and general screaming) and I was a bit jealous of the crowd on the floor who were able to jump around and actually see see the band.  They played songs from every album (except their first and Deck the Halls…): "Sadie Hawkins Dance", "In Love With the 80’s (Pink Tux to the Prom)" with an awesome intro from Tears For Fears’ "Head Over Heels", "I So Hate Consequences", etc.  They even played "Sleigh Ride" and had Santa rappel from the ceiling with fake snow falling over the audience.  When they played "Sadie Hawkins Dance" they had someone from the audience come and play the last chord with them.  And one spastic guy got up on stage and was waving the tambourine around, rolling all over the stage and as Matt Thiessen said, the kid was legitimately scaring me.  And of course, they sang their special "Office" song followed by "The Office" theme song.  And now my life is complete.  But seriously, it was amazing.  And they were followed by:
 
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Switchfoot’s amazing in concert.  If you haven’t seen them live, find a way to. Jon Foreman knows how to bring the crowd in.  He did this weird thing where he’d bring his guitar up to his mouth.  I think he was screaming into it and making the stings vibrate…maybe.  It was too far away to be certain.  And then he’d just drop to his knees or run over to the drums and hit the cymbals with his hands.  At one point the strobe lights were going and he was in the middle of the stage, swinging a cymbal around and around and I was just waiting for him to hit his mic on accident.  And he would stand on the edge of the crowd while they would gather around and lift their hands toward him.  When they played "We Are One Tonight" I felt shivers go down my spine.  It’s such a powerful song.  And it was so amazing because at certain points he would just stop singing and let the audience take the lead.  And then I could hear the voices of 4,000 people as they really became one.  I want to go back.
 
We didn’t get back until 3:15 but the exhaustion and voice loss was totally worth it.